Monthly Archives: June 2008

We learn things, in such short spans of time- about ourselves and our true desires. Sometimes, I miss him. The loudness of it all pounded through my brain in the beginning, and now it’s almost like an infrequent, low buzz. It hits when I see the strangest of things, and reminds me of who I…

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An unexpected love letter…

There is nothing, (NOTHING,) that cheers me up more than an email from someone who has never met me, and believes we are soul-mates. And what timing! I received the following email about ten minutes ago. After I cleaned up the Diet Cherry 7-up I spit over my keyboard, (Sorry I.T,) I was fortunate enough…

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But at least? The war is over…

You don’t need a guy that wanted you back, you deserve a guy who’d never let you go. – J.B. (note: this post was updated after it was written.) I work in a very special branch of the employment pool. I read article after article and claim after claim of people’s feelings getting hurt, and…

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Leave your damage behind and gone…

The significance of this is overwhelming- yet I’m probably too tired to do it all justice. I closed down all windows, and rested my head on the back of the seat- I wonder if I should write at all. Will this intention end in the graveyards of the wanted, or will it all have meant…

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Photographs…

I think it signifies everything. I opened my jewelry box this evening and there, right on top was the necklace I’ve been missing for weeks. How many times had I opened that box? (At least a dozen.) The necklace was never on top, or, maybe I’ve just been too pre-occupied to see it. There it…

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The Sound Of Silence…

 http://vita.mn/tag_detail.php?d=view_responses&show=all&tag_forum_id=625 I can still hear the first notes, sounding like a beacon of hope in the serious, (and pathetic,) dismal past that were my relationships. I hear the motion of his hands touching each string, as if maybe- this was the first time he played that song. Subsequently we based our ‘love’ for each other…

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the kick@ss engine that could..

For a while, the only thing you’re sure about is the pain you feel, but it gets better, they tell you.  You see it daily- people living out the motions of their daily lives as if nothing is wrong. Maybe they answer a question harsher, or narrow their eyes- the motions have an added edge….

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Intellect wins over emotion.

http://www.zefrank.com/zesblog/archives/2008/06/rational_trigge.html   Most movies today, that are in the action realm, feature stories about characters finding something- be it an ancient cup, some sort of device, or sometimes, even love. We all know the story by heart. Girl meets boy, girl develops feelings with boy, maybe girl sleeps with boy, girl finds happiness with boy,…

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